wow!

So after the last blog I realized I keep thinking about stuff I have no control over... I realize Malakai is mine and no one can take him from me. so why be so afraid of it?? there is no reason. so now on to living everyday to the fullest and being there for my son. who is my everything! I never thought someone else could make me so happy! now on to figuring something out for school. since I'm not being able to get a job I decided now is the perfect time to go to school. now to choose a degree... hmmmmmm.....